Liv Hambrett

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Back in Sydney


The well-meaning people who tell you to ‘push through’ and ‘establish sleeping patterns early’ are the same people who tell you they take a punnet of blueberries on the plane to give themselves a vitamin boost mid-flight. And you can do this. You can push through, stay awake, go to sleep, nap for an hour, nap for 25 minutes then go for a jog,not nap at all and trick your body into thinking it’s totally awake. You can eat blueberries and wheatgrass and oil capsules and avoid alcohol with your sludge in tin foil at dinner time and knock back 3 litres of water instead. You can take a special pillow and sleeping pills and pass out for the entire flight. But the fact of the matter is – flying in economy is shit, the subsequent jet lag is shit and the only thing that makes you feel better is time.


So give it to yourself. I say, give yourself a week and during that week, sleep when you feel tired, eat when you feel hungry and day by day your own body will sort itself out. It’s pretty good at doing that. It will eventually figure out when the sun is shining and when it isn’t and recalibrate its very adaptive rhythms to suit. That’s what it does. That’s what we do – we adapt. We find ourselves in places where the music is different and the sun and moon have their own schedule and we learn, quickly, to dance. We figure out the new steps, or remember the old, forgotten ones, with remarkable speed because we can, because we must. That is, in its essence, what this is all about, isn’t it. Getting used to one thing just as it morphs into quite another. Things are constantly new, genuinely, or because the forgotten resurfaces and it takes a few beats to remember how we dealt with it last time.


But we get there. We just have to give it time.


I have to give this time. I need to stop panicking when things don’t happen instantly, stop thinking people are shaking their heads and tut-tutting at this apparent lack of definition to Now. I need to let things sort themselves out, acknowledge I can only do so much, the rest must happen and it will happen and when it does, there will be greater clarity, greater understanding. I need to remember I have been here before, I know these steps, and things worked out last time and they will do it again.


But it’s never easy, is it, to wait. To ‘wait and see’ is both liberating and frustrating. Liberating because so much is beyond your control and frustrating for the very same reason. But we must remember – I must remember – while we’re waiting and seeing, our bodies and minds are listening to the music and learning the new or remembering the old, forgotten steps.


And before long, we’ll be dancing until the end of this song.


  1. Crissouli

    3 August, 2012 at 12:16 am

    I enjoy your blogs, loved reading about Santorini as it’s a place I’m drawn to…. loved reading about the Aussie beaches and the Avoca theatre… a beautiful area… but if there is one post that has really touched my soul, it is this one… It makes me recall an old saying “Hurry up and wait…”

    Things do work out, we are who we are and we must dance to our own tune. I guess the older we get, though I would rather think of that as the more experiences we collect, the more we know the truth of ourselves… Follow your heart, it beats just for you and and let that be your guide, not the words and rules and dreams of others.

    Any moment now you will hear the beat you want to hear… and all will be as it should be.

  2. Yummygal

    3 August, 2012 at 1:13 am

    I’m dancing right now, lol.

  3. dianasschwenk

    3 August, 2012 at 2:43 am

    In your case the jet lag is like night and day….literally! I hope you’re up to snuff soon. 😉

  4. thisislemonade

    3 August, 2012 at 8:50 am

    It’s hard to wait, especially if there’s an element of going backwards – like returning home. I feel there’s an extra pressure from people who already know you, they want to see what you’ve learnt, how you’ve grown, the point of your leaving. They’ve been static and still have the same expectations on you which can feel restrictive compared to when you left to discover a new place where you could freely reinvent yourself.

    That’s just my experience. Re-entry is harder than leaving the atmosphere for many. But time is good and when you’re ready things will take shape again.

    Rest well! 🙂

  5. bwucinski

    3 August, 2012 at 3:33 pm

    Your blog is one that is constantly motivating me and inspiring me. Everything works itself out eventually if you let it and I’m really excited that you are figuring everything out according to your own time.

  6. bubisch

    4 August, 2012 at 3:37 pm

    We adopt. There’s always a way, a solution, and life goes on. That’s for sure. Realizing such seamingly trivial facts of life proves ones wisdom. And you are wise. Keep up being you.

  7. gmtnunez

    5 August, 2012 at 2:49 pm

    This post is brilliant. I’m settling into a new country and I have to remind myself constantly that it’s all about taking my time, and slowly learning the dance.

  8. amandaroederwrites

    6 August, 2012 at 12:21 am

    Hi Liv. I’ve nominated “A Big Life” for a One Lovely Blog award. If you’d like to take part, you can read about it on my blog. Thanks for writing a blog that I always look forward to reading. 🙂

  9. Liv

    6 August, 2012 at 11:11 pm

    As always, your comments are just wonderful and more appreciated than you could know. Thank you!

  10. shteo89

    7 August, 2012 at 2:24 pm

    love your writing, and couldn’t agree more on your “wait and see” – being both liberating and frustrating. jetlag aside, i’m also at a crossroads, waiting and seeing. i love knowing it could go any way, but it’s also frustrating waiting. your writing is brilliant!

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